finding God (angel)

Invisible

I feel invisble to everyone including myself

I don't know where I stand in this world

I hate myself

I wish I was never born

I have tried so many things

But I still feel invisible

Nobody knows who I am

It feels like I could speak but nobody hears me

My parents don't even hear me when I talk to them

I am tired of being invisble to myself and everyone else

I am invisible

Sometimes after I eat I will make myself throw up.I know it's bad for me but I am so fat.

I love everybodies poems you wrote.I don't like my poems I wrote because they are so bad.I hope you keep writing your poems.I may write a couple more poems soon.Everybody are so great at poetry.

Alone

I feel alone inside

I feel like nobody knows where I am

I am invisble to evrey one

Nobody heard me when I use to cry myself asleep

I am tired of being alone

I wish some one would understand me

I fell to my knees

I felt like I couldn't see

It seems like no one cares

It's like I fell down some stairs

I have hit rock bottom

I can't get back up

I feel like I am glass broke into pieces

I feel invisble to everyone

I don't know who I am

I feel emotionally drained

I can't cry even though I want to

I have no one to lean on to hold me

I feel lost in this world and just want to be alone

I write poetry but I don't think you want ot hear it.I write poems about how I feel.

I am 13 years old.When I was younger I was raped by one of my brothers best friends.I have been in a depression for a few years now.When I cut it just helps me relieve pain.I cut if I get upset or if I have pictures in my mind of the rape.I am not saved and thinking about being saved.I am scared of God and don't know why.I guess I am sort of scared he will hurt me.I am just so confused.It's like nothing makes sense anymore.I have wrote in here but always delete it.I just feel like giving up on life a lot of the times.Please tell me your thoughts.

finding god (angel)

Once again, I"m glad I'm not blond! Not real blonde anyway, just sorta looks that way from a distance with all the gray mixed in with the light brown, LOL! :oww:

Noooo me either...I'm not blonde, noooo!!!!!

:oww:

LOL!!!

hey I am blonde