For those like Leonard I would simply send you to Romans Chapter 7 so that you may actually understand that choosing to do what is right verses what is wrong is not such a simple thing.
There are variables in the human mind that to not help the situation. We are sinners by nature, even Christians face sin often. So don't tell me that this is merely a self controll issue. There is more to it than that, however I do not deny that self controll plays a huge part. The more saturated in the Word that I become the more the fruits of the Spirit of God work in me, self controll is one of these things. However, the urge can become unbearably strong, if you don't believe me than you've never had to deal with this problem and really cannot offer the best advice. However, your advice is sound and I very much value your input.
My Relationship with Jesus is wonderful, and I repent every time I make a mistake. I fall to my knees and weep at times because of this thing that poisons not only my life but the lives of other Christian men all around the world.
Salvation at the Cross of Jesus Christ does not free use from diverse conditions that can harm our lives, it helps us to cope with these things.
AveCrux really seems to totally understand this specific problem. There has got to be a solution, and I believe that this solution is the continued prayer by great people like yourselves against this thing in our lives.
The Word of God is a two edged sword, and if we would stay connected to it, it will cut away at this thing, allowing our God given self controll to actually TAKE controll and achieve total victory.
AveCrux, I will be praying and reading the Word over you my friend, and I would humbly request that you do the same for me.
In fact all of you who have posted on this page, please, I am begging you, pray for all of us men in the world that struggle with this hideouse thing, pray that the only place where this thing can exist is in the pit of Sheol burning forever.
I thank you all yet again.
Good night
and God bless
