I am going through a rough time in my life and feeling as though nobody really cares. I deal with the things spinning in my heart day in and day out with no relief. Some I have come to for help have turned their backs on me... including my own mother over a simple misunderstanding back on mothers day. She had done that since I was little. I know we are to put our trust in the Lord... but we also need each other. Somehow I feel like I am not good enough for others to love or want very much to do with me... as I feel those walls of disconnection go up so many times. Nobody seems to have any time for me anymore.. so I feel empty and alone most of my days. And living with lupus makes the journey even darker for me. I know though that I have my sweet savior always with me.. but my brothers and sisters seem so far away