Hello this is my final question is insulting god such as saying "**** You God" and out of anger thinking God isn't real an eternal sin? And another question is damaging the Bible such as slamming it or dropping it on purpose a sin? And is planning my suicide a sin? And can I be forgiven for these sins? I have always had a bad childhood and alot of damaging thoughts that affected me so I came to this website to get some of my upsetting questions answered I have been closer to God now that I am 15 I found myself insulting people in the internet much less and I have more faith in God than I ever have it's just my intrusive thoughts make me question unholy and damaging thoughts I may have ADHD or Anxiety because of the symptoms kindly answer my question I am a troubled teen hoping to find closure and get my questions finally answered for me to know the truth and what not to avoid