Hi I need a place to vent and for feedback. I converted to Islam 4 years ago from Christianity. I was very wishy washy at best when I was Christian and had a drug and alcohol problem. I got sober and was told that in order to stay sober I had to find a power greater than myself. I tried church again and found nothing so I went looking and eventually found Islam and converted. It helped me stay sober but my family hated it so I tried to live as a Christian again but honestly it didn't work so I left my home to better live a Muslim life. I got married 2 years ago to a Muslim man. We have a good life and I'm active in our community help out at our Sunday school program and with our scout program. I'm even starting collage in less then a month. Thing is for the past 6 months I have been having doubts about Islam but I can't voice them to anyone. My husband talked to me about me not praying and it was a huge mess. I tried to voice my doubts to him but I was so to speak shot down and made to feel like an absolutely horrible person. I keep having dreams about Christianity. I don't know what to do. I can't voice anything going on with me to anyone else .