kiwi5x

Hey, guys I'm back - and still confused. Some of you may know that for a while I have doubted my salvation, but if you don't know please read the next paragraph Ok so I've believed in Jesus all my life, but it wasn't until almost two years ago that I realized I needed to make it personal and accept Christ. I did that w/ someone 'leading' me, but I didnt know if I meant it or not, so I began to doubt (not doubt in christ, but on my behalf, like if I truly meant it) . I'd end up praying to God over and over. Then, the beginning of this year I decided to 'settlie' it. I prayed to God and told him I accepted him. I told someone about it and they said I got saved, so then I was good for a while, but then...yepp...the doubt came back. I've prayed to God quite a few times telling him how I know I've sinned and I need Christ to forgive me. I mean it and really believe it. Sometimes, though I'd still doubt b/c I'd get confuse if I had really 'admitted' I was a sinner or not, b/c I knew had sinned and needed Christ's grace, but I didn't think I was an awful person. (Like how some people will say they were a wretch, and wicked - I never really thought that, I just knew I was a sinner. Ok, so another thing is, I fell in to sin a while back. I quit and got back on the right path, but I have fallen again!! It's awful. I started doing this sin yesterday, and then I doubted that I was saved again so I pretty much told God that I knew I was a sinner and I accept Christ. I thought things were good, but I'm still doing that sin. I want to stop, and now I'm more confused. I know once you're saved that you can't lose it no matter what, but is this a sign that I'm not saved at all? Should I tell you guys what the 'sin' is?

In the prologue, the term used to introduce the person of Christ is ____________. Do you think it is Light or Word? Sorry just doing some school work and I can't decide if it's Light or Word, so I thought maybe someone could help me. I know this isn't a serious question, but I thought why not? btw the prologue is John 1:1 - 18 Joh 1:1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. Joh 1:2 The same was in the beginning with God. Joh 1:3 All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made. Joh 1:4 In him was life; and the life was the light of men. Joh 1:5 And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not. Joh 1:6 There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. Joh 1:7 The same came for a witness, to bear witness of the Light, that all men through him might believe. Joh 1:8 He was not that Light, but was sent to bear witness of that Light. Joh 1:9 That was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world. Joh 1:10 He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not. Joh 1:11 He came unto his own, and his own received him not. Joh 1:12 But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name: Joh 1:13 Which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God. Joh 1:14 And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth. Joh 1:15 John bare witness of him, and cried, saying, This was he of whom I spake, He that cometh after me is preferred before me: for he was before me. Joh 1:16 And of his fulness have all we received, and grace for grace. Joh 1:17 For the law was given by Moses, but grace and truth came by Jesus Christ. Joh 1:18 No man hath seen God at any time; the only begotten Son, which is in the bosom of the Father, he hath declared him.