BLESS YOU HEART............Hello Denise37:
The way I see your current problems and silent cries for help is really clear to me, I've experenced them as well in the past. I see that Satan absolutely does not want you to make a good spiritual connection with or to the number one primary intended creative task God has had in mind for you, from the day of your birth.
Satan is like that, and when I see people who are driven hard under a lot of mental stress and strain or perhaps heavy laden with the growing mystery of what i have come to call, "mind monster," which is really what's going on within their life, I really see people that God has chosen to do a very special task for mankind and for themself.
You, my dear, i see are very brave, brave enough to blodly step up and out just beyound your the limites of extreme confusion and boldly seek the right kind of help from people who just may better understand exactly what you may have been blinded to, by old Satan. O-Boy, believe me sister, old Satan must really be angery with you potenticals by keeping you mentally unbalanced and at spiritual unrest; Since you are here on these posts seeking help for the confusion, I also feel and see you will one day perhaps soon suddenly discover what you your struggling testimoney can actually one day do for others, as well as for Gods' continual need for the troubled world to see what He can do in your life today.
I really believe God has guided you to the right place, and He has also answered those long prayers of deep concern. My best advice at this time is just give God a little more time to work with you here; these folks, here on this posting boards do appear to have some kind of a answer, perhaps one God Himself has setup just for you.
Frankly, I do not personally know what that answer is or will become to you, but I absolutely know you have come here to the right place. God Bless you for being such a hero...!
Trust in God, He truly knows all things, we really do not; we must learn not to use our own limited understanding and really start relying much more upon the unlimited understanding that makes absolutely no errors and no mistakes...
GODS BLESSINGS AND KIND REGARD TO YOU FROM:
THE CUP
ps. BY THE WAY, I JUST STARTED THIS FORUM MYSELF, YESTERDAY. NOW I KNOW GOD HAS GIVEN ME SOMEWHAT OF "a well deserved" SPIRITUAL REST, MOSTLY FROM ALL OF THOSE SECULAR WAYS AND THE CONSTANT RAVINGS OF EVIL SURROUNDING ME, THROUGHOUT MY EARLYER FORUM MENBERSHIPS, FROM VERY RECENTLY DAYS GONE BY (THANK GOD). I HAVE TO LOOK UNTO HIM (THE MOST HIGH GOD I MEAN) FOR MY SPIRITUAL COMFORTS (THROUGH THE HOLY GHOST...IF YOU CAN KNOW WHAT I MEAN...?).
