RachelSp

I have had OCD for a long time, and have been taking prozac for a long time too...but it's always been for things like checking the stove, doors..fears of upsetting somebody at work, ect. I was reading a christian book the other day in the park, and all of a sudden i had this fear wash over me "does god exsist..do you REALLY believe in him" what if I don't and I go to hell...what if there is no heaven or hell..ect. I keep having the same thoughts over and over again..I know this may be a form of scrupulosity..I'm not sure. I just wish it would go away. I WANT to believe in him so bad, I have been going to church since I was a baby, it's like these thoughts and doubts came out of NOWHERE..which is why I have to have faith its my OCD... anybody else deal with this? thanks Rachel