Lately I've really been struggling with anxiety. I've been reading my Bible a lot and trusting in God for rest, and that has been helping. However, I've been doubting whether or not I should break up with my boyfriend. I don't have any reasoning behind this, it's just a thought that popped into my head, a feeling that I can't shake. There's definitely no reason I want to break up with him though. He encourages me to grow closer to God, wants a Christ-centered relationship, is a Godly man, treats me better than I deserve, sacrifices for me, love me, the list goes on. There's really nothing about him or about our relationship that gives me cause for concern, so I definitely don't want to break up with him.
However, lately I've been feeling like I should and I keep wondering, does God want me to break up with him? I'm pretty sure it's just a result of the anxiety and not really something God wants me to do, but the fact that I can't get rid of the feeling is making me worry that it's God and I'm somehow being disobedient by not breaking up with my boyfriend. However, as my friend pointed out, I'm very emotions based, and typically when God calls people to do things it's based on solid reasoning and not just some whim with no explanation whatsoever. I keep getting over my fear that I'm supposed to break up with my boyfriend, but then it starts creeping up again.
Is this just a feeling based on anxiety, or could God want me to break up with him?
