Alven

To praise God.

If you don't want your old phones and tablet, I'll be happy if you give it to me. ... lol.

      You are just being very sensitive on what is happening around you. (like an observer), curious?!'..  An easily-affected type of person (or conservative?').

Its quite good cause you'r aware of what is happening, or what will happen then, - but sometimes you can't take not to worry for everything, specially an outcome (future).

      pretty much I feel the same way to.. I also once in regret for something that I know would come to happen and never done anything to avoid it - or to warn them' (specially when you see person doing wrong thing in life - and end with trouble ).>   To be worry free(what I'm doing now)>>> . Just be cold' ( don't be so affected). Let your Heart be strong (not to see yourself crying.) neglect negative thoughts (some bad news, sad stories, movies etc. lol.) . and be, Busy (to turn your attention with)

like what they say

add the "pluses" and minus the "minuses"  -  . Don't waste time to those negative 'thoughts' and just feel you sad.. think positive, fill up and be rejoice . You are Christian, we have the reason to smile.. 

Think that, its not your problem,.- anyway. Just let the Lord take care of everything, He's like a 'director' know His own movie.. and did everything for a reason.

Hope it well help..  thanks..

Sorry for my 'English', I'm not really good at it.

..I'm an acne sufferer, same way to have acne scars (some deep boxcar type), its really ruined my life, I don't know. my social life, self-confidence .. I just can't really afford some laser treatment etc. , I'm just a poor' person.. heheh..