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English is not my first language but I want to talk about this very real phenomenon where people (both known and unknown) act weird around for no reason. I am going to number experience by experience and I want you to tell me if this has happened to you as well. I'm not exactly asking for advice since there isn't much of a problem but some weirdness for sure... 1. Strangers walking past me trip and fall on perfectly flat ground.No kidding,Sometimes as soon as I look at someone that person drops to the floor immediately losing his balance. This occurrences are subject to mood. Whenever I feel irritated or have a high feeling of something to come it happens more often but even when I feel normal it happens. When I was in kindergarten I looked at a girl who bullied me and she tripped while running and broke her head, I didn't wish harm on her I just looked at her for a second and it happened. The last time it happened I was angry at my dad and waiting for him in the parking lot and I looked a girl who was walking from her car and she bent her ankle and fell in the middle of the street and seemed disoriented.Somebody told me once I have a huge aura and it affects others because it is powerful..I don't know anymore 2. People seemed mesmerized or instantly hate me. Some look at me and forget what they are going to say or feel nervous, others instantly dislike me and start bullying me for no reason (they don't even know im a christian and I never spoken to them before) At 25 years old I never have a boyfriend, men bully me and are verbally abusive or run from me or get obsessed. I never had good experience with men. Let me tell you about my looks, I am Spanish with white skin, black hair and brown eyes, I have a good body but nothing too out there, I have been told I look like Monica Belluci ....im pretty sure this has nothing to do with my looks but with my energy. One guy told me he had wonderful dreams of me where there was a light around me so I am thinking something out there is interfering with how people perceive me. I had a two weeks dating and kissing with another man at college and for no good reason one day he turned his back and never looked me in the eye again. I have prayed and prayed, did spiritual warfare prayer and im still there apparently, I have become a hermit and only have one female friend that understand me! Those who can see tell me I have healing energy around me and many are not prepared to be healed and so they feel threatened by my presence because it goes deep within them without saying a word and we are in a "my business is none of your business " culture that is highly private.... but this is my problem, I am taking a course for christian counseling, how am I supposed to counsel anyone when I receive such weirdness from people? Are you in the same situation?

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