Hi, I'm new here, and happy to have found an ACTUAL Christian site. Thank you for taking the time to read this. I hope this doesn't sound like a sappy love story haha. I was 15 when my mom took my family to El Salvador and we went to our congregated church there. I met the pastor and his wife and all their children. We all became such good friends. I live in Arizona, and they would often come to Mexico every 3 years for church conferences, and it wasn't until 2009 that I began growing feelings for this one particular son of theirs. I love the way he sings songs for God, I love the way he makes songs too. He plays the guitar as well and so do his brothers. His younger brother is married and his youngest brother is engaged and the one I like is the eldest and is single (yay). So, they lived in El Salvador, then moved to Panama...then something with their visa happened that now they have moved to Mexico...which is only 15 minutes away from me! Now I don't want to think that it is a coincidence that maybe it's my chance and all. This year we have met with them and my goodness I felt such a happiness in me to see them again. I really want to tell him how I feel. I really really do. I mean it with all the humbleness in my heart to tell him. I love his family. His father isn't a pastor but an evangelist now. I just don't know if it is right to tell HIM. I have all the confidence to go up to him and tell him. I am not shy. I also want to know if it will be disrespectful to the church. I don't mean church as in the "people". I want to tell him respectfully. I also understand the antiquated ways that my mom has been telling me. But so far none of the guys in my church have ever approached me in that way. I am not scared to tell anyone that i like them or not. I just really don't know if it is right or wrong. I don't want to be single forever. He is 26 and I am 24. I also don't want to be shown as shameless either. lol. Anyways. Thank you for taking the time to read this. I appreciate it. God bless.
