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3 minutes ago, Lilylove1111 said:
I shoulda known I woulda needed a tissue :'") tytytytyvvvvvm!!!! Lol ?
you've got me crying now
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bonnie love, the fluffy clouds of God's peace will bubble in your heart today. May the abounding love of my heavenly father always comfort and empower you...Psalm 147:2-4 He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. 4 He determines the number of the stars and calls them each by name.
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On 11/30/2016 at 5:38 AM, JNS072011 said:
I am new to this page. I need prayers. I am the mother of two special needs boys and a husband who's struggles with addiction to many different things. He has over the years become emotionally abusive and has moments of rage where he will swear a lot and have tantrums over anything.We have been married for 6 years this December 18th, but I almost left him in 2015 because of this. We both had counseling where I realized where I was going wrong.
The Lord revealed to me that I had grown up with an emotionally abusive mother and an emotionally distant father who worked a lot. My parents divorced when i was 7, gave me no counseling and left me to pick up the pieces of my broken heart. I felt like I could never reveal my heart or feelings to them because my dad didn't care and my mom would top what I say with something "much worse" going on in her life. So in 2015 when I had this epiphany from the Lord I was in denial and didn't know what to do. I felt crazy, like only the Lord loved me. And I had enough when my husband tried to hurt him self in front of me but wrapping a towel around his throat and pulling because I was talking to him about Jesus.
I left and went to my moms, thinking she would help, she did but used manipulation and through bible verses that she had twisted to get me to agree with her. It was a huge mistake and I stayed at my dads but he still didn't care so I went back to my husband who got emotional and said he was sorry. I believed he was so I stayed. I detached the umbilical cord from my mom on December 12th last year when she cornered me in the car and said I was selfish for not divorcing my husband like she wanted me to, I let her scream at me for two hours in the car and then I told her that I wouldn't tolerate her treating me like that anymore. And I got out of the car and took the 20 min walk home in the snow.
My mom called me that night and I answered thinking she would be sorry, but she called me a liar and said I should have listed to her cause shes right and I'm wrong. I told her that I needed time away from her to heal. 4 months later, I let her back in, have not told her much but have healthy boundaries that she now respects. But I can't tell her about anything I am struggling with because she will go right back to emotional abuse. My husband was fine and seeming to get better for the four months I was away from my mom. But went back to the emotional abuse when I let my mom back into my life. I don't know what to do... I am struggling with anxiety, codependency and emotional overload. My only friend, the only person I have to talk to on a deep level is Jesus. No one in my life sees me like Jesus does, which I love but it gets so lonely some times. I trust the Lord will provide in His time for this hurt and pain that I have inside. Any advice will help.
darling, there is hope. I can see you are intelligent, humble and brave. I have to go out soon but message me if you want to, for there is a jezebel spirit that will continual till dealt with. He will provide for you.
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14 minutes ago, Sharnadeen said:
I must say, that despite the fact that the Holy Spirit already knows what we are capable of...I can't help but feel hurt as well. All kinds of thoughts come to mind; I wonder about the look on His face etc. We're still human beings, I'm telling you the truth that though He knows what I'll do before I do it...I still am cut deep inside
- The power of conviction...
nice darling, but direct it personally to me, then I feel touched...still I see that there is still hope for the caribbean
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On 12/2/2016 at 7:41 AM, Sharnadeen said:
How can you tell that you have disappointed the Holy Spirit?
feel hurt that I hurt Him
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On 12/3/2016 at 2:29 AM, LadyKay said:
So I have been seeking God and asking him what it is that he is calling me to do? What is it that I am suppose to be? I keep getting this feeling that my time has not come yet. I keep feeling like I am being prepared for what it is I will be doing. It feels like all the stuff I have gone through both the good and the bad. Have been God's way of preparing me for what he wants me to be. I'm just not sure.
don't worry darling, I am kind and gentle and and listen to you, says the Lord. Ask for wisdom for decisions will need to be made. Your value beautiful, is in me but I know as a woman, talk hurts.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.
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Jesus says to you darling, as you are free to glorify me , friend will be too
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On 12/3/2016 at 0:56 PM, gerbilgirl said:
After being unemployed for a while!
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17 minutes ago, Wayne222 said:
I fell again this time not while riding my bike but while working. I lost my balance while trying to pick something up and fell on my back and hit the back of my head. It hurts but i did not go to a doctor . I filled out a accident report at work. I am hoping i dont need to go to a ER. Right now it hurts but no bleeding. Thank you for all prayers
wayne bud, the recommended medical process will be to your benefit, says the Lord
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think darling, you are wonderfully made with a built-in dynamo!
Jesus says to you today I came fulfilling the law, so you darling could be free from legalism. I look at your heart, not rule-keeping, and that is how to talk to your mind.
demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ. 2 Corinthians 10:5
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On 10/16/2016 at 6:42 PM, Truth Hunter said:
What makes us worthy of the love of God Who sent us His Son to do what we all know He did ?
hey bro, good to meet a keen follower,God chose you, you did not choose Him John 15:16 , follow Him today bro
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Just now, jashley said:
I really, really want to go back to my church
it doesn't matter the reason for leaving. it is important to you mate. God wants you to be fulfilled and if you do whatever He tells you by His Holy Spirit, you will find your dream
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Just now, RustyAngeL said:
Please pray for our sister Kwik
this is very sad, but not cry-sad but opportunity-sad, pass on to kwik please that her recovery will be so amazing, like when a new mother forgets her previous pain
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On 10/10/2016 at 7:36 AM, Adara said:
I went to church this morning
bless you young willa, God delights to see you through the redemption of His son.
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23 minutes ago, missmuffet said:
characteristics
good post sister and very relevant today, God will bless you as “Enlarge the place of your tent, stretch your tent curtains wide, do not hold back; lengthen your cords, strengthen your stakes.
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33 minutes ago, Logan said:
Please pray for Hippie and his kids. There are issues with his ex and he needs to get his kids out of her house and safe. Please pray for them all, including his ex.
been there, all will be well, and you'll have the wisdom for Hippie
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On 7/28/2016 at 1:28 PM, LovelyJoni said:
he's elderly and vulnerable
joni, the Lord has seen your love and cares. As your uncle is protected, a door will open for you, and your love for all God is will know no bounds
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Declaration of Confidence in God's Protection by Derek Prince, based on Isa 54
No weapon that is formed against me shall prosper and every tongue that arises against me in judgment I do condemn.
This is my heritage as a servant of the Lord and my righteousness is from you, O Lord of Hosts.
If there are those who have been speaking or praying against me, or seeking to harm me,
or who have rejected me, I forgive them (name people if you know them)
Having forgiven them I bless them in the name of the Lord.
Now I declare, O Lord, that You and You alone are my God and beside You there is no other;
a just God and a Saviour, the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit and I worship You!
I submit myself afresh to You today in unreserved obedience.
Having submitted to You, Lord, I do as Your Word directs.
I resist the devil, all his pressures, his attacks, his deceptions and every instrument or agent he would seek to use against me.
I do not submit! I resist him, drive him from me and exclude him from me in the name of Jesus.
Specifically I reject and repel: infirmity, infection, pain, inflammation, malignancies, allergies, viruses,
(add in any sicknesses or spirits which you feel have been coming against you)
every form of witchcraft and every type of stress.
Finally Lord, I thank You that through the sacrifice of Jesus on the cross,
I have passed out from under the curse and entered into the blessing of Abraham
whom You blessed in all things: exaltation, health, reproductiveness, prosperity, victory,
God's favour and God's friendship.
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On 10/16/2016 at 2:19 AM, HisFirst said:
still inspired by Proverbs 31
don't whether allowed to post to this, but it would seem negative to be trying to attain some trait or skill that she is not designed for. such as a businesswoman striving for a homemaker-type personality
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i miss the joy of the Lord, although i am grateful to God that i am a happy man, and smilee i be. But joy is something else, i understand it as a delight, a hope, a gratitude of everything God is.
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On 10/15/2016 at 11:30 AM, Redsteel said:
Please pray that I not be lead astray.
according to the exaltation of the Pioneer and Perfector of your faith in your life red, may your eyes be always open bro
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1 hour ago, coheir said:
I dearly respect and admire for their knowledge and their love of the Lord.
what a great compliment mate. riches from Heaven await you as you look to your potter
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On 10/10/2016 at 9:02 PM, miracles said:
got this brilliant idea!
good to meet you fellow kiwi, things out-of-this world are being prepared for you sister and the Lord wants me to pass on this...lift Him up and your enemies will flee
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On 9/29/2016 at 1:33 AM, Leerah said:
I physically witnessed how challenging life
the Lord understands you and is delighted because He sees your possibilities. He wants your surrender and just your best every day, will open doors for you my sister
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Things went from bad to worse yesterday.
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darling, you are perfectly correct, satan is being a nuisance, the Lord says to stand your ground darling.
This means to be spiritually brave and take action by reading out loud the Holy Bible references: Isaiah 59:16 Isaiah 55: 10,11, Isaiah 54, 2 Corinthians 10:3, Ephesians 6: 10-18, Revelation 1:18, Hebrews 4:12 choose from these scriptures, after reading all of them, the ones that seem to really speak into your situation. this will be your spiritual stand.