Heavenunlimited

Yes surely but i do think evil should be at least limited. Whats allowed persist

Its so hard to fathom, yet we know about it..

If you ask me those people.. There should be strictness around it. That either you act like a christian or..leave. Not to be hard just..no room for it.

Thats right thats so true! Just that to make everyone feel welcome, and talk to anyone especially those in a corner.. Not many cares. Or, be polite, wait and listen, be interested.. Ive always been interested as i love whats going on in others minds but, i find its rare its other than what everyone else. Thats sad. Youre right i wish we could all just be family.

Well i guess it can be all said in lack of love

Oh yes! Youve nailed my problem there. All thats needed is be open, non judging.. Loving. Interested.

Thats why i havent went yet, as even those without church have their problems. I can talk as others i look normal etc im very social. But, they sense im not like them. Im functioning on a high mental level, not with any superiority, but .. I find on,y those very godly, spiritual, good people, people that are intellectual, visionary, artsy, going out of conformity and what youre supposed to say and do, that only they are on my level, and dont judge ne, or try put me in a box or think im weird just because.

Yes i had that in my last one. I made two friends out of 209 approx over two churches. They were very stiff and conservative towards me. I got into depression. Still they tried to drag me to church but when i was i was ignored. Single you know. Then, im told shh, shut up dont speak about your experiences they cant take it by the priest! Im so afraid end up in a church like that again being as vulnerable i am. Thats the last i need. And from my readings it doesnt look bright.

So much happened, so much. Or, a conversation about christian finance, and i say, lets share, but give eachother freedom.. I dont have to say, it ended there. Same, same, same. Im sticking out. I cant be boxed.

Even when i talk, im interested in deeper, and more neaning and not i baked a cake talk. Im not judging though but the feeling of not be accepted and not contained, as i am.. Well yes it has happened. More times than i care to think of. Then, it was the worldly behavior, and thinking. I was so naive i thought people be rid of it, right. Not so. So im sitting there bored and not accepted too just because i dont do facebook, for example.

Very true one thing i had against christian churches when i slided was how ive been treated and been tried to put me in a box, conforming. How all i am and are and think never fit the mold. Im not been a typical eat sleep tv do as all person. I dont drink. I dont have tv. I like innocent things. Im intellectual. Im visionary. Im a free spirit. Somehow i felt boxed and with outspoken expectations.

I been kept nagging inside, and when thinking of it, knowing what we know. So there must be something

Yes thats what they say.. I work each second weekend..the ladies and men have to have the care. I would view that as doing good. Isnt it? When i start study i might have all weekends but its not doable in care

Nah id rather get rid of than be sorry. Christmas ruined for me anyway after not celebrated so long. When i was a child i had the full christmas and easter. The whole thing, plenty of gifts, food, family gatherings, children, snow outside, tree, you name it, just like a christmas card. But now, nothing can live up to it so..

Lol thank God halloween isnt existing in scandinavia! Well, a small section on finger size and some few private parties but otherwise no. Ive been saved that. I know all about that one, absolutely horrible, and a big kidnap children day. Lol were gonna set them in flames lol but, noones told to change. Its just us.

Absolutely horrible what they did! I have no problem give it up for God when He doesnt want it! which leads me to.. Saturday, or sunday worship? Funny my i pad wrote dum day as in doom boom lol You know most live in u s and will see this tonight lol yes im impatient i love being in His power.

I get you its probably gonna stir.. Im not ever been afraid of that as each have their free will so why react.. Thats it im throwing out all xmas stuff! Thank god ive never been big on easter thats horrible! Strange you say it though as ever since i got back this has nagged me. Now i know why. No i didnt celebrate for years during be a witness and after.

But, can wonen be evangelist, heal, everything else?

Of course, i wouldnt dare other.. Same time, ive prayed over him.. The compassion for a suffering soul.. The woes he has..

Noones even ever told me that. Soo many churches, lost! The fields are white.. I wanna do, i wanna work for God! Makes sense! I feel like start a crusade against the apathy in churches and lack of telling knowledge!

Which leads me to, should a christian celebrate christmas and easter?

Yes when i prayed the blood over my friend he twisted and like shrimping but he got peace. So definitely something.. He has only me, maybe im sent by God?

Oh sister God healed through me people that were doomed to a life in pain and wheelchairs only to be completely healed. Demons growled at me i remember when i came back and i saw baby Jesus around christmas, and i smiled feeling warm thankful and felt Him. Then comes a man apparently posessed saying ah, you believe in HIM! Dont think he can save talk. I couldnt speak to him he was way gone. I was like, yes!! Im saved!! And you dont even know i get it confirmed by you lol sad for the man though.

Yeah i get you, definitely will, not sure there are any church like that here but in city manchester most likely.. Maybe it comes stronger the gifts do they, in cases like me?

Maybe just God has a plan and sent me to help him? Ive helped loads psychologically.