I am really struggling. I had planned a 'family day' today - to just go out and do something normal. My husband point blank refused. I have had a lovely time with my daughter and she has been happy in my presence. My husband however has avoided me upon our return, failed to communicate with me, shut himself away - In fact has done anything to avoid being in the same room as myself. These mood swings from my husband occur all too frequently. [Another heartache of mine is that although we shall have been married for 25 years this year, we have not lived in the true sense of man and wife for 16 years. He moved into what was our spare room 16 years ago and has never expressed any love or affection for me since. I still don't know why he moved into the spare room. I have prayed and prayed for my marriage to be repaired but this with my daughter now .... I am not sure if I can take anymore]. Whilst I have fervent prayers for my daughter and her situation, I wonder if I still have the emotional energy to cope with my own situation....]. I feel like I just want to walk away from it all... I am so very very drained