Claudball13

My mother and I were visiting a friend of hers across town and we had quite a long drive back home. She then realized that one of the headlights was out again and we were afraid to keep driving as there were a lot of police around and it could be unsafe as it was pitch black outside. We stopped at an Autozone to buy a new bulb but we both realized we had left our wallets at her friend's house. ? I checked my pockets and only had 15 dollars cash on me. I remember thinking "God please let this be enough so we can get home safely!" The cashier rang up the total for the part we needed and it was $14.98!!! We just looked at each other in astonishment, looked up above, and laughed. "He's really up there isn't He?" she said. "Has to be."

Hello Francisca! 

I am so sorry you are going through this. I'm no stranger to depression and suffer from Generalized Anxiety Disorder all I can say is please don't keep it to yourself. I tried that and all it did for me was make me feel helpless and on the verge of losing control. Don't carry those feelings inside. Write  them down one by one. Tell a close friend. A pastor. Write to God. You can't do this alone and that's completely ok. Let someone in. And remember the worst day you will ever have is only 24 hours.:) I also like making lists of everything I'm grateful for when things are bad. I'm here for you.