Thank you Willa, Jayne, Missmuffet, Princess Peachy, HikerMom, and BK1110.
I felt all of your prayers I thank you so much. I am currently seeing a Christian therapist who is helping me to combat my illness. I know that God is delivering me from all of this and will heal me, I believe, I believe! I am convinced Satan attacks the most sensitive and purist of souls. The closer we get to God, the more he attacks.
I will continue to keep praying and reading scripture and repeating "Get thee behind me, Satan, for it is written, Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve"-Luke 4:8
and
"Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ"-2 Corinthians 10: 5
and
" Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of his might. Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil" - Ephesians 6:10-11