First, Ignore all curses, no matter who does it.
Second, regarding God in your life, think of it this way:
You are dangling from a rope off a cliff and God is sitting there, twiddling his thumbs, casually waiting for you to say, "God, will you please help me?" But instead you are just dangling, screaming for "someone to do something".
Instead, simply relax, and quietly ask your "dad" to help you. Detail the request. God is faithful (far more faithful than you could ever imagine) and he will save you, put you back on your feet, and allow you to move on. But here's the thing: You need to actually beleive he can do it and, afterward, he HAS done it. Otherwise, every single time something bad happens you'll question "is he really saving me".
Go forward, assuming He is with you and he has it under control. I like to say that you can tell how much faith someone has in their brakes by how fast they drive. How's your faith? Drive fast!
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