OneLoserNLife

I have trouble chatting in the rooms, I am very shy and often feel like others don't want me here, so I don't really participate much. I am socially inept and anxious around others in real life as well. How does one overcome such strong beliefs and feelings about others in order to feel comfortable without feeling unwanted and judged?

I've been feeling unusually more lonely and depressed over the past couple of weeks, with  free floating anxiety and paranoia. I could use some prayers...

I been really depressed more than usual the past couple of days. I take meds and see a doctor, I can't seem to tolerate a lot of the side effects of most antidepressants so I have to stay on a low dosage which doesn't really provide much therapeutic effects. I am pretty much a loner and don't have any social life other than a few relatives. This really makes me feel like a loser and my self esteem is about nil. I guess this could be considered a prayer requests, though I don't really feel like it will do me any good.