I been really depressed more than usual the past couple of days. I take meds and see a doctor, I can't seem to tolerate a lot of the side effects of most antidepressants so I have to stay on a low dosage which doesn't really provide much therapeutic effects. I am pretty much a loner and don't have any social life other than a few relatives. This really makes me feel like a loser and my self esteem is about nil. I guess this could be considered a prayer requests, though I don't really feel like it will do me any good.