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  1. Thank you all for warm welcome. Yes, youtube can be tricky, wolves can be in sheep coat, that´s why I now mostly only listen to Christian worship songs there, I sometimes even write down lyrics and sing and reccord myself and listen afterwards, just for myself. I haven´t find Estonian audio Bible, but now I´m reading and reccording myself and when my eyes get tired of reading, I´ll listen to it. I told to my friend that I don´t believe in astrology and Tarot cards, cuz Bible says that these things are forbidden, that these are dark arts and that I don´t want to talk or listen anything bad about other people. Thankfully she understood that I don´t want to talk about these things, I now pray that she will come to that understanding too, that occult is not good and that eventually Jesus will reach her heart and mind too; I want the best for her.
  2. Hi, to all! I´ve suffered in psychotic episodes since the age of 17 and finally got diagnosis last year that I´ve Schizophrenia. It has made me a shy person and I´m afraid to open myself up to others. What is the most worst part, I started to search truth in youtube videos in last years, I found new age teachings and they appealed to me, I started to believe that I live in some kind of a Matrix and that life is a game, I started to believe that I was my own God...and that I´m better than others...in last stadium I believed that I am a Starseed (some kind of an alien), and I am here to save the Earth with other Starseeds...I was so lost, and I´m so ashamed of it now. At one day in this year´s May, I was so tired of all of these teachings, I felt that they are leading me anywhere...at one day I suddenly felt my heart warm up and into my mind appeared the name of Jesus Christ. I am not from religious family, my mom actually hates religion...and I have never even given much thought about Jesus. After that day in May, I started to look up videos about Jesus in youtube, every time I saw the part of crucifixation I cried wholeheartedly. He really saved me from all of these false teachings. I repent and ask forgiveness for my sins everyday, I try to read and listen Bible as much as I can, I want to be closer to God and I want to learn from Him as much as I can. I want to be a good person in His eyes. I have right now only one friend, I know that I should be thankful that I even have a friend...but she believes not in God, she believes in some higher forces, but not our Heavenly Father...she believes in Astrology and Tarot cards...and she even calls herself a white witch...she also constantly badmouths others - I know that these are not good in God´s eyes. - I don´t know what to do...I want to be a good person and a good friend...but it makes me sad to hear her talk about all these things. Thank you all for listening. I keep on reading Bible and don´t give up my faith. I hope that things are gonna get better. Sandra, from Estonia.
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