Hey guys I just wanna state my feelings and somebody give me advice. Bottom line I wanna mean something to someone I want another HUMAN being to love me. I wanna girl. I want someone so bad and asked God so many times for once let the girl give me a chance. I keep getting rejected, they have a boyfriend, or talking to someone. And it’s not fair! It’s lead to anger for God, jealousy of my friends relationships, other people and depression. Just want someone to hold abd know they care for me. And it’s not like I’m an ugly guy I look pretty good and a nice personality! It’s like every girl can fall in love with someone besides me and I hate it. And I know God loves me and my parents but it’s different. They have to. It just would feel so good to have someone that feels the same way but God keeps saying no and I hate it. I’ve been on my knees crying and day after day at school for a girl to please give me a chance and I’m in so much pain, anger, frustration, and just self-hate. I don’t ask for much, I just want someone sooo bad! Wanna treat a girl right so bad and give them my heart but they so no and I’m depressed. And my feelings for God are not what they supposed to be or expected to be. Cause good god if I don’t what’s he gonna do punish me more, send me to hell when I die, kill my dog like he did recently? Just need help.
