Hello fellow Christians,
lately, I can't help myself but to worry about having committed the unpardonable sin and loosing my salvation over it. I think it may help me, to just write this stuff out. Actually it has been a long time ago, like 8+ years. Now I have decided for myself to become more serious about my faith and I want to change the way I live. At the same time I started to remember something I have said a long time ago.
Basically what happened was this: For a long time, I thought that the name "God" and "Allah" described two different entities. I believe in the God of Abraham and I know, that he is the one and only true God. So I did not worry, when I made a stupid Joke involving the name of Allah.
Some time later, I have found out, that name Allah can also mean God, but in a different language. This is, when I started to worry and remembered, what I said a long time ago. I do feel Gods presence in my life but right now, it's hard to shake off this dreadful feeling inside me.
I really don't want to commit this sin ... What are your thoughts?
