Hi
Lately, I've been getting really bad intrusive thoughts. These are uncontrollable thoughts that just pop into my head, not things that I consciously think. I don't agree with these thoughts or want them.
I had a really awful intrusive thought about my dog and now I am scared that God will send her to hell as punishment. I keep thinking things like "She is only one dog, god doesn't care about her" and things like "God doesn't care about animals"
This all bothers me, not just because I love my dog to bits but because I love animals and want a job protecting endangered species. I always thought that God loved each and every animal and wants me to work with them.but now these thoughts are making me doubt myself.