Hi Not an Echo.
I think it is Amazing to me to say to you that the part of your testimony that begins way near the top of this thread. The part that goes "This is how I felt when I was 25. Though I was saved when I was 10 years old, at 18 I had moved away from home and went down the path of the world." My testimony is pretty identical to that meaning our ages and feelings match. I could say, "This is how I felt when I was 25. Though I was saved when I was 10 years old, at 18 I (Rob) had moved" off to CSU university "away from home and went" and found myself over the hypocrite fence joining the hidden population of closet Christians walking "down the path of the world."
So, when I was 25 'Godly sorrow that brings repentance was upon me.' AND the Joel experience kicked in for me. (It is also the Malichai 4 type awakening.) At 25 nothing in the world had meaning, the world was a let down. I was at the point of realizing that nothing in the world I did with my life would or should matter to God.
When I was 10 I dreamed of being a fun-loving Christian guy at 25 and I was NOT even close though I had the dream job, my own place, rich friends. I was a self-proclaimed party animal and I was unhappy. I there alone in my apartment talking to myself and I apparently said a prayer.
I said, "I WISH I COULD HELP GOD GET SOMTHING HE WANTS" and at that moment the Holy Spirit poured like a waterfall down on me and I was changed... Everything massively changed in life. A whole new journey. I began Reading the Bible; believing every word of it was the same as food for my soul and water to my life. I had fruits of the spirit kick in and found myself turned off to the world. Leaving the world, I was talking about Jesus to everyone. I told my employees, my customers, my party friends. I traveled abroad to share the gospel in Russia, Pakistan, Venezuela and more...
That was 30 years ago, and I am still enjoying life in Christ. ....
ON the rapture I am thinking while it will happen, I think it may happen in such a way to us that the world would hardly know it. I mean imagine if there was a global lockdown and those (who were not removed from this world through the ordinary means) were so few and so canceled by culture that no one would notice if they were raptured. Like a thief in the night, we just vanish. While the unsaved were all looking into their virtual world with their 3d goggles where they are all marrying any beast or alien, we would just vanish and none of them would notice.
Or even less dramatic- Meanwhile, on all kinds of social media platforms people are giving in marriage and celebrating their remarriage and there re re marriage to a small shrub... I am saying that while some like Enoch would be raptured and who know the rest of Seth's line perhaps if it remained was thin, when the flood hit and lifted Noah and 7 others above the earth.... So, at the rapture, the sudden calamity might have so much attention that it hardly makes the news. Though I believe the fire, earthquake, 'heaven shake' would knock out all simple communication and the remaining anti-christ population much like Cain would say "am I my brother's keeper?"
Only thing is that God has a new POST new Testament Christian... 144,000 tribulation saint arise from the 12 tribes of Israel... They share the gospel millions of people turn to the Lord. The 7 years are underway...