I will be honest, I didn't end my day very well, yesterday. I cried myself to sleep. Yesterday I found it difficult to come to God for peace. All I could do was say a small prayer. But even then I could tell I put distant between himself and I.
Today has gone slightly better, but I'm still holding on to the burdens of last night.
I apologize if it sounds like I'm looking for pity. This is just how I truly feel.