Soul for God

But didn't his permission derive from our sin I mean if Adam and eve didn't fall world would still be without animals and food Wasn't Jesus recreating his original idea in garden of eden I'm just trying to understand

Is it possible mark is already here and we are not aware It even crossed my mind cross could be the mark or Christian baptism and modern Christianity is the beast, I've seen the comment saying turbulence was already long time ago Which would be a problem cause I'm our country we wear necklace with cross and make a sign from the forehead with our right hand I know it's a dumb theory but I'm constantly bombarded I don't try to spread blasphemy, I'm just fairly new and confused Went on the right path for awhile but started thinking again

Why did Jesus eat animals then Animals became food as a consequence of our sin, therefore it's sin in a way While permitted, it derives from sin And while Jesus was also a human on earth and wanted a human experience it's said he had no sin I don't understand

I was wondering why did the animals that hadn't sin became aggressive and cast with humans on earth I partially found the answer here God decided to cast them as a part of our crearion To my question to why did animals end up killing each other since they didn't sin and found the knowledge I read that they evolved to it which isn't really an answer in line with creatures not being evolving outside of its nature Theory may be that Satan made them evil I'm still not sure why did God allow us to eat animals after the flood It's pretty brutalistic and not a part of his design, if the Satan was to invent brutality why did God ultimately said it's ok Also if it was part of the sin, animals falling and eventually falling in people's clutches as food, why did Jesus eat them and he was person without a sin

I have a very controversial question ahead so bare with me I want to note that I am very confused and what I'm writing is something I don't want to believe and I'm looking for answers, NOT writing against Christianity, on the contrary, I wish to debunk this doubt for myself so I seek people who know more about it and might assist me, it is a scary theory for someone at the beginning on their path towards religion Also I'm not that familiar with the site so I'm not sure where does this question belong Recently I saw I video regarding Gnosticism Also just recently found out about mark of the beast I always considered myself a Christian but I just started really being engaged in my religion and truly learning about it Which brings me to many questions and doubts about what is right I was learning towards completely surrendering to the lord than terryfilng video found me about Gnosticism, awakening my doubts and fears Long story short, to put it simply, it says that God that we know it isn't the real God but a demierge My interpretation of the theory is that we were non biological souls and a false God fell and trapped us in a mortal world in a shape of human form of flesh It says that he wants to rule therefore asks for complete obedience of humans and that the true God wouldn't ask for that yada yada Which brings us to the mark of the beast which I briefly suspected to be islam The sign they wear on forehead and right hand translates to 666 and their method is beheading that is said Wil crush upon us before the rapture Also makes sense that the mark would be giving up on God and transitioning to another religion and following false prophet Muhammad that they say will be back I found myself thinking a horrifying thought that what if, God forgive me, Jesus was the prophet, he was mortaly wounded and got back to life that we thank the God for We follow him because of that and we accepted cross What if cross is the mark, if gnostic were right We use are right hand during prayer and there is the act of drawing a cross on our forehead What if we pleaged our aleagance (I can't spell it English is my second language) to a demierge, by that unable to break free and go to the true god Which would also make sense wearing a symbol that was in a way symbol of doom (of christ) I find it hard to put everything to words because it feels like blasphemy writing this