Getting married one day has been my biggest dream while living on earth. I’ve tried so hard, went on so many dates, fought for relationship after relationship to work out, all in vain. I’ve been treated very poorly in all but one relationship, and that good relationship just ended a few weeks ago due to life circumstances in both of our lives. I’m almost 27 and I’m feeling very discouraged. I want to believe God has someone for me but I’m starting to get weary and feel myself closing my heart to the idea. It’s incredibly difficult for me to let this dream go but I’ve struggled in love more than anything else and I just don’t understand.