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I have rebuked myself because I've been going to the bar again to fill the void. How dare I and I fell into the snare of lust and the spirit of fleshly desires surfaced. I did a line after people came back to hangout. Im conflicted because I cared about her spirit so began speaking about our Lord and Savior. Soon after talking about it I was no longer able to pursue her because I felt it would of been wrong to come on to her after speaking about the Lord. I'm now taking my lashes for past sins and understandably so for we reap what we sow. I tried helping all I could with a kind word and an act of hope. But it is better I stay away and get that thorn out of my eye. And of course lust hit after cuz the enemy tormented me with those thoughts. With us being in the end times I know what I must do for the Kingdom. May God bless you all.

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Peace and blessings to you, I am an ex addict and was heavy into drugs needles booze and everything that would quiet the Holy spirit. Since overcoming my demons with drugs I've noticed all the poison around us that can very easily lead us astray. I still use tobacco and I feel very conflicted. I asked myself would you smoke or chew while doing a reading or watching a sermon "No" then why do it at all lol. Might sound a bit much, but I think it has a holds merit, because the spirit of rebellion lingers waiting at any chance to resurface. Going through confessing my sins and leaving no ammo for the wicked is of the most importance I think. I know were only human and God loves us regardless, However if were convicted were then conflicted and by that it's a sign to STOP. This message is mostly to myself so plz dont take it personal. I pray you all have a blessed week and enjoy the weekend with your loved one's. May the Whole Armor of God be with you!!!