DaughterofKing

You guys I gave in today, I couldnt help it. I had to drive to the store and read my mags, I even bought one. It's just that I so want to know what is happening with my favorite celebs! Who is marrying who and when and all that! I love it! Am I awful?

I watch this show a whole lot and i mean theres inevitably some not so holy things being said but overall its ok I think...does anyone disagree?

Cause I really enjoy reading them and being in the know!

I LOVE those magazines, you know the ones, the ones in the supermarket with the lattest celebrity story on the cover....but is it wrong to read such stuff?

No I wouldnt call myself a good Christian...but who is really?

But does Satan have the power to control my dreams? Only if you give him the power How do I not give him the power?

But does Satan have the power to control my dreams?

Ok so a while back I had a dream of me going to hell. Years later I read other hell testimonies that were similar so I believe mine was true. Ok, then the other day I had this bizarre dream that seemed like I was once again going to hell. Then I read a chapter in Isaiah that describes almost exactly what I saw in my dream ! The scary thing is, my entire immediate family was there as well! So seriously, what do I do to stay out of hell! I mean I do believe in JC already! And what do I do about my family?! They believe in JC too!!

Ok but you dont gotta take that so literally...I mean.....meh

this is a wild shot in the dark here, DOK, without knowing specifics, but I image you'd be looking at more like 200 a month, with a very high deductible of at least 2500 up to 5000 per year. A PPO plan with these very high deductibles make it more affordable yet cover you for basic doctor visits, lab work, and is in place in case of hospital stays. Though you'd be paying a lot out of pocket since your basic deductible is high, at least you'd have insurance in case something major happens. I am responsible for getting insurance quotes for the companines that I work for, and it's not a pretty site these days. The rates have really gone up the past 5 years. We do whatever we can to keep them down, but every year it gets harder and harder to find good ins with affordable rates, and I'm talking about a group of 100 people. *GULP* OK...so then the deductible I dont pay all at once up front right? It is just dependent on how many times I go to a doctor, get prescriptions, etc.? Also, would that plan prolly include vision and dental?

thanks, so then in general, typically, how much a month would I pay for such a plan? Like $100 a month? I mean I know its dependent on a lot of things but i just mean like in general -typically.

very confused

Still confused. I dont even know who is on which team.

Thanks! So then a typical average plan would cost me about how much and over what period of time?

Ok im new at this being a grown up thing and so im looking at health plans to buy and it's all German to me. So like what is PPO, HSA? DO i pay the deductible all at once or every month? How much will it cost every month? Is there one really good health plan to get?

Hmmm...im more confused now than ever....I mean...there is something I like about this church...something nice and peaceful....yet....the things that they do in unison...it is odd to me...saying Jesus' name over and over, everyone, is odd is it not? I mean only ppl in that church do that........you see it seems like this creepy cultic brainwashing thing.... Well I suppose the same can be said for Catholics, I mean they are always doing these rituals in unison and saying things all together and stuff.....hmmm.....well.... Is it true that they are really strict about what films, TV, etc to watch and stuff like that?

Ok so I had to drudge up this whole thread because I have the opportunity to go to this church that spawned this thread and Im not sure if I should. I mentioned the stuff that rattles me a little i.e. how they dress like the cast of little house on the prairie, how they cry out the Lord's name repeatedly, and how they read witness Lee and Watchman Nee a lot.....having said that, there is somthing about the church that I like too...so i dunno... Are they weird? Should I not go to them?

No its just that I like TBN shows. I like Paula White but am annoyed by her constantly asking for large sums of money. I am confused. I dont understand. I dont know what to think. I mean a hospital was built, there is good that happens....but then the money thing is weird....so im annoyed, I just wanna watch TBN and enjoy but they make it impossible to!

Are there any shows or ppl that are ok?

Is Jan from TBN really as bad as everyone says? I remember stories of her walking around and pulling things off of people's desks and threatening to throw them away because they didnt fit her decor. But then I see what she does with the hospital and she cries all the time about it and so I mean it makes me sad and confused to think that it might be true that maybe she is from the devil... So, I mean is it true? I do like watching TBN and it sucks to think that it might be true....and what about that hospital?

Its hard sometimes, my natural reflex is to get angry at those who want to shame me and anger me.

Thanks... It seems that so many evil and psychological/ Psychotic illnesses stem from pride. But the thing is there is SO much pride within churches its not even funny. People within the church fight as much as outside but just for different things. They want to be the holiest, wisest, purest, highest up in church rank...its disgusting.

Can anyone give a deep reading and meaning of this line?

THis dream is kinda nauseating so stop reading if you can't stomach it... First I dreamed that the entire side of my stomach fell off...inside of my stomach looked like cooked spaghetti strands were in there kinda just hanging out. I asked my parents to get me to the hospital but they were annoyed and reluctant. Meanwhile, there were 6 rats loose in the house. One managed to be caught and I think by the end of my dream someone told me that all six of them were but I cant really remember. Anyway, does this mean anything?

Thanks guys...I hope youre right...