heavensangel

Camisseat I will hold you up in prayer before the Lord. love from your sister in the Lord Jesus Christ.

first of all here's a hug You need one. That is a very emotional and distressing situation you are in and one on which I would not like to advise. Is there anyone who is a christian whom you can trust and talk and pray the matter over with? i can tell you a little bit of my story so you know I know the feelings you are having right now. My husband physically and mentally and emotianaly abused me for years. He is not a christian, infact he is an alcoholic. We separated after about 19 years of marriage but because as I christian I didn't want to give up on him and didn't believe Divorce to be the answer we remained friends and I have still had to put up with mostly emotonial and verbal abuse over the past 5 years. After continuously praying for him and my friends in church praying for him I have decided to move on with my life but I will still continue to pray for his salvation but I can't trust him ever again enough to live with him and I think the years just wore me down and wore out my love for him as a wife should love her husband. I lived with this man and put up with things I should not have had to put up and things I don't believe GOd wants his children to live with for many years because of my failure to put the situation totally in God's Hands and to trust Him in it, because of my children, because I had no where else to go, because of a whole lot of irrational fears, because of listeneing to christians tell me that as a christian you cant get divorced its not right, because of a whole lot of reasons. One thing I will tell you please trust the situation to God and He alone will guide your steps, He holds your future in His hands and He knows the plans He has for you (Jer 29) Seek those plans and let God deal with the situaiton in your marriage. god bless

Fasting is a biblical principle there are lots of references to fasting throughout old and new testament. Jesus himself fasted and prayed. It is a very worthwhile thing to do and very beneficial. I have fasted sometimes for a week, sometimes only for a day , sometimes only missing one meal. Whenever and for how long you fast would be a personal thing. When I fast I usually only take water or tea. But what is important I believe is the heart, if you can only fast for a day or half a day or even maybe only miss one meal and do so sincerely before the Lord, that is better than fasting for several days to be seen of men (which I have known some people to do, sad thing about that is they miss out on the benefits from the Lord beacuse they aren't looking for them!) God Bless SNOW , the Lord will direct you in this matter.

What do I think of Bi-racial ? I think I should look at people as God looks at them. God does not look at the world and and say that is an African, or an Indian, that is a black or white man that is a rich or that is a poor man etc. God doesn't judge by human standards. No, I believe God sees only two groups in this world those who are of His family and those who are not of His family. And He loves them both, He sent His Son Jesus to die and be resurrected again for both.