From your experiences you can learn that the devil is real. The Bible warns us that he is a liar and a deceiver, and he wants us all in hell.
I would like to give you a little background: --- Our first parents disobeyed God, and as a result the relationship between God and man was broken. They were separated from God, Who is the Source of life, and so, they died spiritually, and God said that physical death will also follow. We know that it does.
We all were born far away from God, on the road that leads to hell. Unless we change direction we will arrive to hell.
God calls us to return to Him, and be reconciled with God, (so that He could give us eternal life). but we have one big problem: We all inherited the sinful nature of our first parents, and so we are sinners.
Sin is like a barricade that separates us from God. On our own we are unable to return to God, since our sins are in the way.
God gave us the Law, and if we could keep the Law, we would be able to reach heaven on our own efforts; but we cannot. God's Laws are so demanding, that none of us is able to live the life that would please God, (since we all have this sinful nature, and we love sin).
To add to our tragedy, it is also written in the Bible, that the "wages of sin is death.."
You can see that this is a death sentence for all of us; we are sinners, and so we are condemned by God to death and hell. We belong to Satan; we have his nature in us, that will take us to hell.
Some people claim that they almost can keep the Law, but that cannot help them either, for it is written that if somebody brakes even one point of the Law, he is guilty of breaking it all. So, you can see that we are in great trouble.
From this sure hell the Lord Jesus Christ came to our resuce, and here is the deal He offers:
If a man wants to turn away from sin, and sincerely repents his sins to the Lord Jesus with a penitent heart, then the Lord Jesus will take his sins away, and will forgive him. The Lord Jesus, the Son of God can do that, since on the cross He paid the penalty of those sins. This is the reason that only Christ can forgive sins.
But there is more to it to be saved. The repentant sinner needs to ask Christ to be the Leader of his life, and to come into his heart.
But Christ will not share the heart of a man with anybody or anything else; --- everything else must go from there if we want Christ to come in. Christ forgives the sinner, but sin cannot be sneaked into heaven. Sin is of the devil.
Christ will be the Saviour of this man, but there is one condition: Christ also wants to be the Lord in the man's life. We cannot have Christ for Saviour, if we don't also take Him as our Lord. Many people ignore this important condition.
Then, Christ dresses up the repentant sinner into His own righteousness, and the Holy Spirit regenerates him and in him a new nature is born; the divine nature. This is the mistery of the 'new birth.'
This nature makes one to be the child of God. Now this man is reconciled with God, and he takes up his cross, and follows Christ. If he keeps on following, he will arrive to heaven when he dies.
The Bible teaches, that without this 'new birth' nobody can get into heaven.
I wanted to tell you all these things, so that you would see the depth of the danger you are in while you are not with Christ. Without Christ we all are toys in the hands of the devil. Only Christ can save one, and liberate one from Satan's chains.
You went into the devil's territory, and he has a hold on you now, and on your own you cannot get free from the chains of the devil.
Only the Lord Jesus can free you. Go to Him with a repentant heart, ask Christ to forgive you and create a new heart in you, and ask Him to be the Lord in your life, and tell Him that you are willing to follow His leadership. Set your will to do so.
Don't go to any church, but go to a Bible believeing church, where the Bible is the sole authority.
I hope you understand now the terrible predicament people without Christ are in, and that you will act upon this knowledge, and that you will take adventage of the offer of the Lord Jesus Christ; the only One Who can save you from being a toy in the hands of Satan.