I'm basically new here but I have been encountering a recurring problem with my pastor. I am disabled with mild CP (Cerebral Palsy) and Hydrocephalus (water on the brain) but God has marvelously gifted me with the ability to play several different musical instruments and I also sing as well.
In 1998 my church had a pastoral change. Also, around this time, I landed a job playing lead guitar for a local band here where I live (Irons In The Fire)
and I've been having to battle with my pastor ever since that day.
Fast forward to a couple of weeks ago:
My pastor and our church clerk/secretary (who's also been on my case 'bout this) cornered me after church and my pastor point blank asked me:
My Pastor: Do you want God to bless you?
Me: Yes.
My Pastor: Well, get out of those bands.
Now, if anybody wants to tick me off in a hurry then there's no better way to do it than to try to tell me how to run my life or definitely tell me what to do in regards to playing music. Until God says, 'Stop!'...well, it ain't happening.
The place I play at on the weekends is a restaurant (with a dance area) and there is no drinking or anything unruly allowed down there. The owners are Christians and they go to church. His response to my response to his question very highly ticked me off and I've thought about just telling him to find another keyboard player for the church....I realize he's my pastor and that I'm under authority to him as a member of my church but...I think he's way out of line telling me to stop doing the thing that I love to do....God has not yet convicted me of playing in these bands and until He does? Well....you can guess what my answer to them will be. I wrote an email to the church secretary (who's also been on my case 'bout this as well) and explained the situation...I didn't send the email because it was written out of anger....
I didn't send the email above because it was written in anger...but I am going to discuss this with them...I'm frankly tired of feeling like I'm being judged just for having a job or something to do to pass my time!
Am I wrong for feeling this way?