desi2007

I will say great post and awesome song.... thank you brother goldeneagle for sharing, I just loved it all. You are so right on the part about the great news is that for us believers, "bad circumstances are only an illusion of a lack of security".  Just from my own life so many times things may appear to be going really bad but keeping the faith and let God worry with the details. Hard to see the light at the end of tunnel at times so true but its there!! just need that trust. God bless you always, you shine your light with others.

desi

Praying for you. May I say something else that is stirring in my heart as I read your post. I feel your energy is so drained, you seem to go along with others vs. with what you want. I think having a sense of boundaries and limits helps you to connect with your true self. Boundaries are all based on  your feelings, beliefs, thoughts, choices, wants, needs. You don't need to feel guilty for what you need. Find a healthy boundary for you, Protect your boundaries otherwise your needs go unmet which can lead to anxiety. My guess is find what is missing from your life get a clear idea on what you value and desire in life and build from there.

the site kept freezing up on me so didn't get to read it but I have always liked Charles Stanley. I enjoy his sermons.

Being hurt by a friend is always a painful thing to go thru. Just tell her you forgive her and move on. Be at peace with what you can do, you can't change someone else. Just learn from it and move on.  Some people grow up late in life and maybe do not see the error of their ways. I can only guess here. But you know what you can do? Finding your passion is the single most important ingredient for changing your world. Know your worth and your value. Exploring the desires of your heart its never a waste of time, maybe this is what God is stirring in your heart.

proverbs 13:19...."A longing fulfilled is sweet to the soul, but fools detest turning from evil".

My heart really enjoys music from Hillsong- songs like, ....At the cross.... Here in my life.... None but Jesus.  Such awesome worship music that is uplifting.

I don't think we can link the music unless its under the music section on the boards for it to be approved.

My dream job would be gardening/ farming flowers, and vegetables. Just to play in the soil, the earth, is so soulful to me. I garden every spring as a hobby just love it dearly.

I think I choke up the most with anything of love and loss. When love is shown in kindness and its heartfelt or losing someone or a pet, it just rips me apart and tears start to fall. I hate when people see me cry, sometimes I can stop the tears with change of focus.

I personally love crab legs, lobster, shrimp, oysters, clams, fish, salmon, catfish. Yum. But I will say, I just dont enjoy sushi raw fish rolled in rice paper, arghhh!... thats lovely if you can eat it, i have to pass on some seafood when its raw.

Praying that God will give you strength in this time of need, even being the rock for others can drain us. Keep pointing them to God and being there for them, boundaries are good. God Bless you.

Praying for truth to be shown thru whatever trials you endure. To get you where you need to be. May the Lord show you His awesome love always with blessings.

Praying for the light to shine in with hope, love, stength and peace.

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yes, I can see being selfish plays into jealousy.

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