notmyown22 Posted September 13, 2010 Group: Members Followers: 1 Topic Count: 1 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 13 Content Per Day: 0.00 Reputation: 2 Days Won: 0 Joined: 07/31/2010 Status: Offline Birthday: 05/22/1991 Share Posted September 13, 2010 :emot-fail:I've been living in the same area for my entire life. I've never really been popular, but I've usually had at least one or two true friends growing up. Well now that I'm 19 and out in the "real world," I'm beginning to slip back into a depression. I've been attending a church for four years now, but I still dont have any friends there. I know a lot of the people, but we arent close. I've gone to the social events and tried to make friends, but it seems like they all fade back into the same whir of the hive. Recently there was a church split and quite a few of the leaders left. We got a new youth pastor and I thought that would help the situation. My little sister was really good friends with not only him, but his entire family. It seems like the new youth pastor has been a disaster, at least to my family. When we try to strike up a conversations, we are repeatedly ignored. People are gossiping about us leaving the church because we haven't been attending regularly because my grandmother has been having severe health issues. I lead 3 and 4 year old Sunday School for the second service, so I have to attend on a regular basis. When I go, very few people ask how my family has been and tell me to let my mom know that they miss her. No one has called or emailed yet many have this contact info. Is it just me, or is this abnormal? I feel like no one there cares. I went this morning and it was like I was invisible to the people there. Since it seems like this has been going on all my life, I'm starting to wonder what's wrong with me? My family and I have no close friends. We could disappear and no one would really notice. Is this normal? I'm just bummed I guess... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fez Posted September 13, 2010 Group: Royal Member Followers: 3 Topic Count: 683 Topics Per Day: 0.12 Content Count: 11,128 Content Per Day: 2.00 Reputation: 1,352 Days Won: 54 Joined: 02/03/2009 Status: Offline Birthday: 12/07/1952 Share Posted September 13, 2010 :emot-fail:I've been living in the same area for my entire life. I've never really been popular, but I've usually had at least one or two true friends growing up. Well now that I'm 19 and out in the "real world," I'm beginning to slip back into a depression. I've been attending a church for four years now, but I still dont have any friends there. I know a lot of the people, but we arent close. I've gone to the social events and tried to make friends, but it seems like they all fade back into the same whir of the hive. Recently there was a church split and quite a few of the leaders left. We got a new youth pastor and I thought that would help the situation. My little sister was really good friends with not only him, but his entire family. It seems like the new youth pastor has been a disaster, at least to my family. When we try to strike up a conversations, we are repeatedly ignored. People are gossiping about us leaving the church because we haven't been attending regularly because my grandmother has been having severe health issues. I lead 3 and 4 year old Sunday School for the second service, so I have to attend on a regular basis. When I go, very few people ask how my family has been and tell me to let my mom know that they miss her. No one has called or emailed yet many have this contact info. Is it just me, or is this abnormal? I feel like no one there cares. I went this morning and it was like I was invisible to the people there. Since it seems like this has been going on all my life, I'm starting to wonder what's wrong with me? My family and I have no close friends. We could disappear and no one would really notice. Is this normal? I'm just bummed I guess... People are gossiping about us leaving the church because we haven't been attending regularly because my grandmother has been having severe health issues. I lead 3 and 4 year old Sunday School for the second service, so I have to attend on a regular basis. Hmmmm....... Discernment is needed here. Has any mod checked this ip address? Heb 5:14 But solid food is for the mature, for those who have their powers of discernment trained by constant practice to distinguish good from evil. Maybe it's just me, but I do have a little "discernment", and I think it would be wise to wait for the next, if any post here. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Prodigalson123 Posted September 15, 2010 Group: Advanced Member Followers: 2 Topic Count: 22 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 232 Content Per Day: 0.03 Reputation: 24 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/16/2005 Status: Offline Birthday: 01/22/1965 Share Posted September 15, 2010 Hey NYO, I know how you feel. There are times I wish that I had more deep relationships, as it is I have 2 friends 1 believer and 1 pagan. The believer is far from regular in their calling me back when I call him and it breaks my heart when I appeal to him to have a constant or deeper relationship, and he doesn't. He never shares and speaks about scripture and Christian issues, but claims that he is a solid Christian. To be truthful, the pagan and I have much deeper theological discussion. But, that just means that I haven't come across the ones that the Lord has in store for me. There are times when solitude is needed. This might be a time when God wants you to draw close to Him as opposed to relying on human companionship. When the time is right, there will be a friend provided for you. I don't pretend to know what the Lord's will is, but have faith. Count me as someone you can talk to and we can seek His answers together. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wyguy Posted September 15, 2010 Group: Royal Member Followers: 1 Topic Count: 373 Topics Per Day: 0.07 Content Count: 3,331 Content Per Day: 0.59 Reputation: 71 Days Won: 10 Joined: 10/15/2008 Status: Offline Birthday: 12/24/1965 Share Posted September 15, 2010 :emot-fail:I've been living in the same area for my entire life. I've never really been popular, but I've usually had at least one or two true friends growing up. Well now that I'm 19 and out in the "real world," I'm beginning to slip back into a depression. I've been attending a church for four years now, but I still dont have any friends there. I know a lot of the people, but we arent close. I've gone to the social events and tried to make friends, but it seems like they all fade back into the same whir of the hive. Recently there was a church split and quite a few of the leaders left. We got a new youth pastor and I thought that would help the situation. My little sister was really good friends with not only him, but his entire family. It seems like the new youth pastor has been a disaster, at least to my family. When we try to strike up a conversations, we are repeatedly ignored. People are gossiping about us leaving the church because we haven't been attending regularly because my grandmother has been having severe health issues. I lead 3 and 4 year old Sunday School for the second service, so I have to attend on a regular basis. When I go, very few people ask how my family has been and tell me to let my mom know that they miss her. No one has called or emailed yet many have this contact info. Is it just me, or is this abnormal? I feel like no one there cares. I went this morning and it was like I was invisible to the people there. Since it seems like this has been going on all my life, I'm starting to wonder what's wrong with me? My family and I have no close friends. We could disappear and no one would really notice. Is this normal? I'm just bummed I guess... People are gossiping about us leaving the church because we haven't been attending regularly because my grandmother has been having severe health issues. I lead 3 and 4 year old Sunday School for the second service, so I have to attend on a regular basis. Hmmmm....... Discernment is needed here. Has any mod checked this ip address? Heb 5:14 But solid food is for the mature, for those who have their powers of discernment trained by constant practice to distinguish good from evil. Maybe it's just me, but I do have a little "discernment", and I think it would be wise to wait for the next, if any post here. It seems to me Fez that she may have been going to more than just the second service before, and because of the church split, they may suspect she is about to leave. notmy own22, you will always have friends here at Worthy. We are more than happy to talk with you and have fellowship. We are actually more than friends, we are family in Christ Jesus. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hr.jr. Posted September 16, 2010 Group: Senior Member Followers: 0 Topic Count: 1 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 615 Content Per Day: 0.09 Reputation: 12 Days Won: 1 Joined: 05/21/2006 Status: Offline Share Posted September 16, 2010 :emot-fail:I've been living in the same area for my entire life. I've never really been popular, but I've usually had at least one or two true friends growing up. Well now that I'm 19 and out in the "real world," I'm beginning to slip back into a depression. I've been attending a church for four years now, but I still dont have any friends there. I know a lot of the people, but we arent close. I've gone to the social events and tried to make friends, but it seems like they all fade back into the same whir of the hive. Recently there was a church split and quite a few of the leaders left. We got a new youth pastor and I thought that would help the situation. My little sister was really good friends with not only him, but his entire family. It seems like the new youth pastor has been a disaster, at least to my family. When we try to strike up a conversations, we are repeatedly ignored. People are gossiping about us leaving the church because we haven't been attending regularly because my grandmother has been having severe health issues. I lead 3 and 4 year old Sunday School for the second service, so I have to attend on a regular basis. When I go, very few people ask how my family has been and tell me to let my mom know that they miss her. No one has called or emailed yet many have this contact info. Is it just me, or is this abnormal? I feel like no one there cares. I went this morning and it was like I was invisible to the people there. Since it seems like this has been going on all my life, I'm starting to wonder what's wrong with me? My family and I have no close friends. We could disappear and no one would really notice. Is this normal? I'm just bummed I guess... Many churches have their clicks. Unfortunately, you are either in or out. I have always been "out" because I am not going to play the games it requires to fit into their little social clubs. I used to care what people thought about me and I had a strong desire to be accepted by them. The realization finally hit me that I was happy with who I was, and I did not need to be accepted by others to be content. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Prodigalson123 Posted September 16, 2010 Group: Advanced Member Followers: 2 Topic Count: 22 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 232 Content Per Day: 0.03 Reputation: 24 Days Won: 0 Joined: 10/16/2005 Status: Offline Birthday: 01/22/1965 Share Posted September 16, 2010 :emot-fail:I've been living in the same area for my entire life. I've never really been popular, but I've usually had at least one or two true friends growing up. Well now that I'm 19 and out in the "real world," I'm beginning to slip back into a depression. I've been attending a church for four years now, but I still dont have any friends there. I know a lot of the people, but we arent close. I've gone to the social events and tried to make friends, but it seems like they all fade back into the same whir of the hive. Recently there was a church split and quite a few of the leaders left. We got a new youth pastor and I thought that would help the situation. My little sister was really good friends with not only him, but his entire family. It seems like the new youth pastor has been a disaster, at least to my family. When we try to strike up a conversations, we are repeatedly ignored. People are gossiping about us leaving the church because we haven't been attending regularly because my grandmother has been having severe health issues. I lead 3 and 4 year old Sunday School for the second service, so I have to attend on a regular basis. When I go, very few people ask how my family has been and tell me to let my mom know that they miss her. No one has called or emailed yet many have this contact info. Is it just me, or is this abnormal? I feel like no one there cares. I went this morning and it was like I was invisible to the people there. Since it seems like this has been going on all my life, I'm starting to wonder what's wrong with me? My family and I have no close friends. We could disappear and no one would really notice. Is this normal? I'm just bummed I guess... Many churches have their clicks. Unfortunately, you are either in or out. I have always been "out" because I am not going to play the games it requires to fit into their little social clubs. I used to care what people thought about me and I had a strong desire to be accepted by them. The realization finally hit me that I was happy with who I was, and I did not need to be accepted by others to be content. That's the natural reaction, but we are called to turn from our "nature" Paul speaks about being all things to all people. Now that certainly doesn't mean to be a hypocrite and not be genuine. But the fact that what people think about us does matter. being true to yourself character-wise is the key, but the "idea" that it doesn't matter what the others in your church, local "body of Christ" think about you isn't scriptural. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
2Joyful Posted September 16, 2010 Group: Royal Member Followers: 4 Topic Count: 48 Topics Per Day: 0.01 Content Count: 1,901 Content Per Day: 0.35 Reputation: 365 Days Won: 29 Joined: 08/16/2009 Status: Offline Share Posted September 16, 2010 I pray you will cover this situation with prayer. I just lost one of my best friends to the same thing of feeling nobody cared and the I just don't fit in. I guess me along with a few others didn't count . <Thats an inside joke because we are still the best of friends. Sometimes we look at the group that seen to have it going on and neglect others that standing around needing friends. Me, I just walk up to folks and be friendly (believe me thats a hard thing for me to do). After awhile maybe a couple of weeks, I'll chat and say , hey lets exchange numbers. I then follow up call and start a chat with them about the Lord and family. DONOT use this as a way of starting a nobody care section. Soon friendship blossom and sometimes not. The ones that does become the best around. Joyful Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
spiritman Posted September 29, 2010 Group: Diamond Member Followers: 1 Topic Count: 127 Topics Per Day: 0.02 Content Count: 1,131 Content Per Day: 0.16 Reputation: 23 Days Won: 1 Joined: 04/22/2005 Status: Offline Birthday: 02/25/1962 Share Posted September 29, 2010 I know the feeling, I at times as well have felt lonely as if I don't fit in. Perhaps I'm just too picky about who I associate with. but I do notice, that when I stop having a pity party for himself, and get involved with others situations, a smile a friendly word of encouragement, or a helping hand, I get noticed more. There is an old saying; keep on casting your bread upon the waters, and soon it will come back to you. or is that a song Oh well!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
notmyown22 Posted November 3, 2010 Group: Members Followers: 1 Topic Count: 1 Topics Per Day: 0.00 Content Count: 13 Content Per Day: 0.00 Reputation: 2 Days Won: 0 Joined: 07/31/2010 Status: Offline Birthday: 05/22/1991 Author Share Posted November 3, 2010 Thanks guys for the encouragement! I apologize for not updating, things have been so busy around here lately. When I started this topic, I was really depressed, but as we all know, misery loves company. I was not in the word like I should have been and I was having pity parties with my mom. Its definitely been a challenge still being at home. I think for the first time in my life I've realized that I have to stand up and do what is right even if my mom doesnt. I think that has been the huge issues. My mom was the one who always took charge and pushed us to go to church on sunday, but since she has stopped going, I've had to push myself. I know now that there are those at church who care deeply for me and my family but who also have challenges of their own. One thing that was said to me that really shocked me back into line was said by a dear friend. She said that she has realized that she cant be a spiritual cheerleader to everyone. I know now that I have to push myself if I want the rewards of a deeper relationship with the Lord. Basically what I'm trying to say is I'm back on track and in a much better place than when I posted this the first time.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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