I have a chemical imbalance in my brain. Part of it leads to OCD type thinking (not the action compulsions) I also have a mental problem where I have almost no inner dialog of singular thought. I have many thoughts that occur at the same time. There is a "gap" that is not bridged in which a thought occurs like lightening and at the same time there is another and another and no time for the inner voice to even begin to happen before the other thoughts are there. If I try to take the time to talk in my head as most people do it is only a repeat of what the original lightening thought was sometimes it's hard to pick out which thought I want to voice in my mind. I don't know if any of this makes sense, I've tried to explain it to everyone but it doesn't happen. I guess the best way to describe it is, Like being in a crowded room where many people are talking. It's not a skitzophrenic type deal as these are thoughts not voices or telling me anything different. It's more like I have a multitude of brains instead of one singular brain in my head. This is a huge help to me actually as I'm a quick thinker and can react smoothly and rationaly in chaotic situations where everyone else around me is in panic. It's a huge help in problem solving too as I can look at multiple angles at once and different trials and know the end results of eachone before proceding.
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In light of that,, Tell me am I demon possesed or just gifted?
I understand where you're comming from but I believe that demon possesion can mimic mental handicaps. You should use extreme caution when labeling or discerning posession.
