Hello, Just wanted to say I can identify with your struggle with depression. I think of it sometimes as "living under the shoe"... as in a giant shoe is hovering overhead casting a shadow of gloom and doom over me. With all that is happening in the world today the shadow is more menacing than ever before.
I struggle with the purpose for my life. It seems as though I have made some very poor decisions, some of which seemed like the right thing to do at the time. What helps me get through the day, the hour and sometimes even the minute is focusing that for right now this second, I have everything I need.
I wish you peace and pray that God Blesses you with relief and renews your faith.