Hi Stormy,
I have felt very much the same way as you throughout my life. I have frequently felt misunderstood and alone. I too have longed for a close friend, but have always been quiet and afraid of rejection. I am trying to understand just how much God loves me, and how no ones opinion of me can change that. I want to allow God's love to spill over into the lives of all those around me. Sometimes I feel like I make no difference in the world, and start feeling so unfullfilled and alone. But when I get caught up in my self pity, I find I am no good for anyone. I am trying to learn to display the joy in my life that Christ wants for me, and be to others what I want them to be for me. I still struggle with it daily. I look forward to you sharing your thoughts. That is how we can grow and challenge each other.
