I recently had a miscarriage after praying hard every day for a healthy baby. I am fine now, and I still believe that God has His will for my life. I may never understand why this happened, and it's fine. I am just terrified that next time we get pregnant, that I will pray hard everyday, read my Bible every day, and end up having the baby, but it not be healthy. I feel like my prayers are in vain if God has a different will for my life. I just feel so discouraged and lost.