For personal reasons I cannot state here (they're very personal , and I've social anxiety), I cannot celebrate Christmas day and Easter day for the next few years. I personally think I'm being a bad Chirstian and that I even do self-harm. I feel very depressed cause of that. I do not think I'm even worthy enough to be saved by the Lord I'm insulting by calling myself a Christian and being forced to not celebrate Easter day and Christmas. I personally feel very sad.
What can I do? Am I being bad Chirstian? Do I deserve to be saved by my Messiah? Am I insulting Him by not celebrating His resurrection day? ... I just feel as if I'm insulting the Lord.
