I have a very simple question: Am I condemned to hell?
Now let me give you some information. I grew up in church (I realize that this isn't entirely relevant) and accepted Christ's gift at an early age. I followed him and now I don't. Not entirely, anyway. I do what is required of me albeit very unhappily. I still choose to accept this gift despite the fact that I would prefer another option. I don't want to go to heaven, but I don't want to be cast into hell more. So I ask again, Am I condemned to hell anyway?
