Emerald

Sorry for making myself so unclear. I grew up in a culture where emotions aren't openly shared with every person you meet, I did not grow up in America. None of my friends shun emotion and I know they would be more than happy to help me, but I don't know why, I can't tell them what is bothering me.

I am going through some difficult times in my spiritual life right now and I have so many questions and concerns, but no one to talk to. I'm anot introvert, so I don't have many close friends and me and my friends grew up in a culture where emotions aren't usually shared openly, so I'm afraid of asking them. I can't go to anyone in my church either because I don't really know any of the adults. I really need someone to talk to, a mentor. Does anyone know any Pentecostal pastors who give advice online? Or any organization I can turn to? It has to be anonymous and not a phone call, cause calls make me really nervous.