Chrislovesfish2

I want to Thank everyone for their wise words. Sorry for my absence, I felt ashamed for posting this. However, sadness brought me back to this forum and I cried, your messages are so kind and hopefull. I posted this last year and some things have changed. I now go to school and have a job. I know that I should not kill myself but the depression is still there. My main problems are that I’m very lonely and scared that I’ll never find someone to share my Life with. I’m going to take your adivce and study the bible. Thanks to everyone for the prayers. (for everyone who called me brother, thanks, but I’m actually a girl)

Hello everyone, Will God hate me if I kill myself? I have been strong for a few years now and I can't do it anymore, I've lost hope. On the internet I always read stories about how God saved people from commiting suicide but not me. I do believe in Jesus but he doesn't reply to me, I've asked Him (several times) while crying to show me how to continue my life but still no answer. I feel like such an idiot for saying that but it is the truth. So yeah what will happen if I kill myself? Would God still love me? Would I go to Him or burn forever? (Sorry if I posted this somewhere it doesn't belong I'm new on this site + sorry for my bad English there is no good Christian site in my own language)