Im have always been a free thinker and believes all religion's God existed.
I am going through a divorce now with my wife due to her unreasonable behaviour for many years before another girl came into my life. I fell in love with this girl 3 years ago who is a Christian. She always told me what we are doing is wrong and we cant be togather. The thing is she love me so much that everytime i ask her the reason why we cant be togather, she will always say next time then tell me but it never happen.
Now that i am going through a divorce. She started to back away from me too. Citing that due to her religion and her family objection cause i am a married person.
But i still love her alot and i know she love me too. She told me to read the bible which i did. I realise that that there is a strong rejection on adultery and divorcing. I started to pray to God for forgiveness and i am willing to be a faithful follower if God is willing to forgive me and give me one more chance to be with her. I know in the bible, God will encourage us to forgive and stay in the marriage. I not angry at my wife but the feelings for my wife already gone. How can i continue to stay with wife physically when my soul is already with the girl i love.
What should i do.
Jim
