i started having these blasphemous thoughts about the Lord, which i am not gonna say, and the worst part, i felt like i agreed to them, it hurts so much cause i don't wanna lose faith in God, i wanna love him, not hate him. I know it's the devil that's attacking me, but i just can't remove these thoughts and feelings about the lord. I'm scared because i know of the eternal sin, and it scares me to lose god, accuse god, etc. it hurts so much,i don't know what god feels about me right now and it scares me. I don't wanna misunderstand him, i don't know what to do, please.... what should i do?
