nkingman01

Hey guys! I do not really know what to write about me because my life seems to be put down almost every day. Just to make you aware I am not committing suicide. Life is worth to much to let you life be lost at such a young age or at any age. But anyways... I am a soccer player who loves to be active. This past year I received my Eagle Scout Award. I am starting to apply to colleges and want to become an engineer. Most of my day consists of school, soccer and then home. I have some friends that are close and we hangout sometimes but otherwise I am by myself. My family I love and they are always there for me when I need them. IT seems that people do not like me at all. I know I am ugly, stupid not good at social interactions, etc. But it seems like I never get a chance or no one ever gets to talk to me.  Sometimes I try to talk to god and find answers of what I need to do to change things. It seems I can never figure out things.