I am a Christian, I actually love to read the Bible. My husband says he is, but shows little interest in God or the Bible. He got us started to going to church 13 years ago, it did not last a year before he was done. I continued going for awhile but it seemed like it was causing problems so I stopped. Ever since then I have tried to read something daily. Not always perfectly but if I get off track, I have gotten back on. He took us to another church a few times at the suggestion of a friend of his 11 years ago. Then this friend suggested his baptist church and we went there on and off for a few months. Then again he seemed done. We have had struggles with it, I don’t know what you would call them. I have gotten worked up a few times mainly because he acted cold and like my feeling did not matter or just would not communicate. He has been unwilling to communicate with it the whole time, he has never made a attempt to that I can tell. He will bring his friend up in conversation, I just listen. I don’t start a fight. Mainly just farm talk. But will not talk about what happened, and how we can resolve it. He has just sent me the verse about loving your neighbor as yourself. And let me know that I am not his neighbor.