So I feel really dumb asking this question but here it goes...I am a strong follower of Jesus, I love Him with all my heart. I know that He has someone for me to marry that I will love and that will be a gift from Him and someone compatible. But there is this guy that I have met at Bible college a few years ago and I never thought anything of it until I started seeing him everywhere at least once a month. He would be at my gym, at the grocery store, or a restaurant I'm at. Him and I are friends I guess but I dont like him like that and I'm not attracted to him at all. But he likes street preaching like I do and he loves Jesus too. I keep thinking, " I pray that I dont have to marry this guy" which should be an obvious sign he is not from God, but what if I am decieving myself? And everytime I think about it it gives me anxiety where my heart pounds and I get so upset. But could the Lord be telling me something about this guy. Why is he everywhere in my life when there arent coincedences in a Christians life? I know that God isn't a Father who would make me marry someone but I just wish these anxious thoughts and worries would leave my mind forever and I could just have peace that God is not wanting me to marry him. Are my thoughts really that powerful to make me anxious about that for nothing? I have prayed about this and recieve peace until I run into him again or start overthinking it again. How do I get rid of these thoughts?! How do I know if someone is who God has for me?! I just needed to get someone elses opinion on this. Thank you for responding and God bless you!
