I have struggled with both anxiety and depression for such a long time, and even now as a Christian, I still do. It's honestly been one of the hardest struggles that I am currently going through. I recently just came back to my faith, (I have walked away for a few years), and even now, I still sometimes do not feel the presence of God. I just desperately want Jesus to help me, but I feel so unworthy of anything good. Days that I struggle with sin, I feel very bad, and it's so hard to pray during those times.
I'm always hoping that I can grow in my faith and learn to trust God more, but it's very difficult sometimes. I also understand leaning on faith and not feelings is important, but that can be hard sometimes as well.
Anyway, I just wanted to share my struggle, as I'm sure many people deal with this as well.