is God here with me? do people even care about me?? im soo confused, i feel like the whole world hates me, sometimes i try and die so, that maybe every1 would be better off, i tried the other day, and now im in a HUGE mess!! this sux....im soo confused where is God?? i cant feel him ive heard that is when he is closest, but i dont believe it, it hurts, its like he abandoned me, ...or did i abandon him? im soo confused im hurting soo much physically , mentaly and spiritually, and im jus a total mess, i dont even think God can forgive me for my past, or even for what i jus did to myself 3 days ago oh well , ill stop complaining, i dont matter anyway,
love always,
the worthless piece of trash,
~*~Lisha~*~
oh and u guys dont have to write back, if u dont want to....